Stupid emo problems, if your a smart ass: go the fuck on?
? K i r a B e l l a ? asked:
i dont know whats wrong with me, ive had some very rough times in my life.
-ive been in foster care
-i watched my mom get beat
-my sister is dead
-my practical mom passed away
-my brother isnt aloud to see me b/c im “a bad influence”
-my dad used to beat me
-my stepdad tried to kill my mom and i
- and im bipolar
i dont know whats wrong with me, ive had some very rough times in my life.
-ive been in foster care
-i watched my mom get beat
-my sister is dead
-my practical mom passed away
-my brother isnt aloud to see me b/c im “a bad influence”
-my dad used to beat me
-my stepdad tried to kill my mom and i
- and im bipolar
so i dont know why, but i cry alot at random times, and i hit shit like every where i go, i mean im not a sissy or anything, but i think i might be mentally damaged?
Please dont be a smart ass about my question, i really do need help.
much love,
~aurora
aka roree
Asia Babes
Tags: Ass Fuck, Aurora, Bad Influence, Bipolar, Brother, Dad, Emo, Foster Care, Mom, Much Love, Random Times, Rough Times, Sissy, Smart Ass, Stepdad, Stupid
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Am 30. December 2008 um 11:35 Uhr
I know how you feel roree. I’ve had similar situations myself, and I know how hard it can be to get your emotions under control, especially when everyone in your support system is also affected by abuse. I think you probably have the answer as to why you cry alot and are angry too : ( But I would recommend that you consider making some positive relationships, maybe even seeking out counseling. I know it can be hard to trust some of these people, but sometime talking it out to another person can be really constructive. The abuse you experienced isn’t your fault, and you are in the unique position to declare that you choose not to be a victim for your entire life. It’s hard , but you must seize the opportunity to focus on managing your feelings and emotions.
bipolar disease is treatable with medication, and I would recommend it because you don’t want to end up in prison just because someone pissed you off one day. I had a parent who thought the best way to get their way was a closed fist, and I can tell you right now, that I think about it everyday, and it is hard. But I rely on the good friends and positive relationships I have formed afterwards to get me through the tough times. Be strong aurora and good luck